Friday is usually my favorite day of the week, but today I'm just not feeling it. We're supposed to be saving money, but we've already been out twice this week. Now it's the weekend and it's sunny but we really shouldn't go out. Also, things just aren't going as well as I'd hoped for my four days off. We're both stressed out about this house stuff and this apartment is really starting to get on my nerves. I know this is just a bunch of complaining, but I was hoping I would feel better if I got it all out and got some perspective.
I really need to remember that this is not the last Friday that will be sunny. I have had plenty of fun already this week and there is no reason I can't enjoy a little down time. I would like to save money and lose some weight and going out will not help me accomplish either of those things. It's not even that warm out and it's supposed to be windy. We had a little tiff this morning and I think that's probably what's really bothering me. We made up, but it's just not the same for a while after a disagreement. Now it's the weekend that I was looking forward to and I don't seem to be enjoying myself which makes me feel sad and guilty and then it's just a big circle of crap.
So, what to do now? Be excited for what's coming next in life. I can think of it that way or pout about it. The grown up thing to do is accept that you have to make some sacrifices to get what you want. Also, it's time to let things go and move on. Not everyone holds a grudge and I bet they have less wrinkles and sleep better at night. I am going to give that a try and I bet you this weekend turns around in a hurry.